||[Dec. 23rd, 2004|05:02 pm]
I fuckin' knew it! I knew he was fuckin that cunt Patty! I show up to talk to him about Alex for Christmas and he was walking her out to his car. It was like eight in the morning and she comes out with a fuckin suit case and a smile. I know that look on him he fucked the bitch! I can't fuckin believe that piece of shit! I thought that whore had a boyfriend or something. Not that Choo wouldn't use that to convince the bitch to lose her pants anyway! It's what he did to me, showed me what a piece of shit Jimmy was and shoved his dick up my ass. OK maybe he waited on the ass but he sure as shit fucked me with Jimmy in the other room. Wonder how long it took him to get her pants off. ten minutes, a half hour maybe. Bet he did the belly button trick. Get the bitch so juiced up she would have fucked a total stranger to get rid of it. Shit I fell for so much of his shit. He has a list of tricks a fuckin mile long to get in someones pants. It didn't matter what was going on he could just fuckin get me all fuckin' wet. I hated that shit. I could be hating the dick and he would rub the back of my neck and start kissing it. Next thing I knew he was putting his pants back on and I had a load up my shit. Bastard. I can't believe he said he loved me then fucked some other bitch this quick. At least I hated him before jumping into bed with someone else. Can't believe I'm so jealous of tat fat fuck. Bastard. Hell with it. He can see Alex when Hell freezes over.
First things first yes Patti spent the night with Wendy and I. She slept on the fucking couch across from Wendy! I slept in Alex's room. We sat around and watched gqddamned movies all fuckin' night. Then when I woke up I sat in the bedroom and read for awhile waiting for them to get up. I thought we had covered all this shit while you were off fuckin' whitetrash? I told you before you took off that I wasn't going to be fucking anybody for a long time. Christ why don't you ghet your fucking head on straight. Oh I forgot that I'm the liar in this situation. Nikki never fucked any guys here while jimmy was calling to see if his girlfriend was OK, Nor did she come out of her room naked and sit on my fuckin' lap while ou were at work. I'm the one that tried to fuck that little bitch right. Amazing how she was trying to talk you into a three way one day and the next she hated me and was moving out. It's like she got told she wasn't as hot as she thought. I wish for once in your short pathetic life you would think before you fuckin' react to shit. How bloody wonderful. Now I don't get to see Alex because I hang out with old friends. Wendy can move in and you don't freak but Patti spends one fuckin' night visiting and now I'm a fuckin villian? Anybody tell you you're a little psycho...
what the hell did i miss????? hey i nedd to get those kevin smith movies from you.... get ahold of me .......what is your new cell number or home number??????
you are a really angry person...
I have a boyfriend. In Chicago. We've been dating for over a year now. I am madly in love with him.
When you spend the night somewhere, it does not automatically mean you are...::Shudders::fucking them. While I was at Matt and Wendy's I spent my time mostly talking to my boyfriend online and watching Jay and Silent Bob with Wendy.
I understand jealousy. I've been jealous as hell about my Steve in the past. It doesn't get you much but migraines, that jealousy.
I know this much...if you care about Matt, it's probably not too late for reconciliation. He loves you still, and you know it. He loves you and your baby boy. I am merely a ghost of the past in the realm of relationships for him. He had a life with you. He would still like a life with you, if you would give him that. I am sure of it.
Perhaps you had a hard time ever trusting him because you could never trust yourself.
And I don't appreciate you calling me a cunt when you don't even know who I am or what I stand for.
Look in my fucking journal, if you want some proof. All I ever talk about is Steve. I am ass over tits for that boy...and Hades himself couldn't weasel his way into my pants with a pickaxe.
Ok...I am done now. I hope you have been sufficiently enlightened.
How in the hell did I miss this shit?
how come i have no more hate the choo to read?
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